Sunday, March 14, 2010
♥ Confuess
I have a long chat with my friend yesterday. She had end up her relationship but she's feeling okay now. You could check out her link which is tagged on the ads.
Yesterday was a sad day for my friend. Let us all wish her to move forward and be strong! ^^
♥ Reinie ♥
♥ iloveyou<3 ♥ Reiniex3loveCalais ♥
Yesterday was a sad day for my friend. Let us all wish her to move forward and be strong! ^^
Well Bby, plan to create an RO private server. He looked for some info on how to create it. He asked me to help out and yes i did. I don't really understand about the server creation so I went on YouTube to find some tips about it. I manage to find some but I'm not sure weather it could be useful for him or not. I save on the links on Note Pad.
During 9.00++pm, Bby told me that he will be going out with his cousin for a Snooker at BDC. So yeah I waited him till 11.30pm and i suddenly fall asleep. But I did not put on silent mode for my phone so while he called me I straightly awake. Hahas.. =)
Hmmm.. He asked me to give him the links for the creation which I cant remember it. Bby sound so different which I could feel that he really wanted the link so I told him to wait and I straightly wake and turn on my computer. Before that he told me to sleep and he'll find it by his own self, just because I don't want to trouble him to find again that's why I hope I could cut out his finding with a little bit of my help. So I online and send it over to him. But weird part is he seems to be moody. 1st I thought it because of me so I kept on apologize to him and promise him I will sleep immediately. But things went out slightly wrong and we had a little argument during the midnight.
I felt so sad that I'm the one who always make him mad and moody. I can't figure it out what had happen between us during that night.
Today early in the morning as I wake I text him an gave him a morning greetings. Usually he would call me but he did not. I suddenly thought of what had happen yesterday night so I apologize to him. With 8 long messages of apologize he never replied me. I called him up but he also did not answer my calls. I saw him online at Skype so I tried to call but it seems that he's not answering any of my voice calls or even messages.
Lastly, I called his home and guess what? His grandma pick up the phone.
The conversation is in Chinese.
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Grandma: Hello?
Me: uh, hello. Is 'Jia Wei' at home?
Grandma: Jia Wei?? Ah, yes, his at home. Wait for awhile ya.
Me: Owh, okay. (politely)
*background sound: bby's grandma is calling him for quite a long time but it seems that he did not response to her*
Grandma: Hello? Jia Wei is not home. He had went out.
Me: *surprise* He went out? owh, never mind then. Thank You.
Grandma: Who are you?
Me:*thinking of what should I tell her* uhh... umm.. I'm Agnes.
Grandma: Huh? What's your name again?
Me: A-egg-ness.
Grandma: Agnes izit? okay.
Me: okay then. Thank You.
[END]
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After the short conversation I knew he was lieing to his grandma to tell her that he went out so that he would not have to pick up my calls.
I text him again and asked why he wanted to be like this and everything. In every message that I've send to him there is always words of apologize. I really feel hurt and sad to see him like this.
After a short while a message came. It was from his and this is what he wrote:
"Please its not you fault leave me alone ok?! Just let me be quiet. Go and do your things and stop calling and message me before my mood get worst. Don't say that I did not give you any warning for today..."
I was totally speechless.. I've tried to figure it out what thing really bother him? I really cant stand to see him being like this and I don't want to. I did not reply him anything after that message came. I do like what he said, do my own stuff.
An hour later I went to check on my Skype. He leave a message and told me to just let him be quiet and said it's not my fault but his. He told me that he is moody with himself and ask me to let him be quiet. 1 hour later another message leave on at Skype, he said:
"Just let me be quiet"
"Ok?"
and I said "okay dear..."
I felt so useless for can't understand what had bothering him and can't do anything but just waiting him to be back. I really feel sad to see my bby like this. I can't help him at all. What exactly is bothering him?
To bby:
Dear, I really hope I could know what's bothering you. I can't put down my heart to see you like this. If you're feeling moody I hope I can be there to listen to all you thoughts. I hope I could help you. Anything that bothers you please tell me? I'll make it up to you whatever you want. Seeing you like this makes me think that I'm useless for CAN'T caring you and make you happy.
I love you dear.
♥ Reinie ♥
♥ iloveyou<3 ♥ Reiniex3loveCalais ♥
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