Sunday, March 14, 2010
♥ Confuess
I have a long chat with my friend yesterday. She had end up her relationship but she's feeling okay now. You could check out her link which is tagged on the ads.
Yesterday was a sad day for my friend. Let us all wish her to move forward and be strong! ^^
♥ Reinie ♥
♥ iloveyou<3 ♥ Reiniex3loveCalais ♥
Yesterday was a sad day for my friend. Let us all wish her to move forward and be strong! ^^
Well Bby, plan to create an RO private server. He looked for some info on how to create it. He asked me to help out and yes i did. I don't really understand about the server creation so I went on YouTube to find some tips about it. I manage to find some but I'm not sure weather it could be useful for him or not. I save on the links on Note Pad.
During 9.00++pm, Bby told me that he will be going out with his cousin for a Snooker at BDC. So yeah I waited him till 11.30pm and i suddenly fall asleep. But I did not put on silent mode for my phone so while he called me I straightly awake. Hahas.. =)
Hmmm.. He asked me to give him the links for the creation which I cant remember it. Bby sound so different which I could feel that he really wanted the link so I told him to wait and I straightly wake and turn on my computer. Before that he told me to sleep and he'll find it by his own self, just because I don't want to trouble him to find again that's why I hope I could cut out his finding with a little bit of my help. So I online and send it over to him. But weird part is he seems to be moody. 1st I thought it because of me so I kept on apologize to him and promise him I will sleep immediately. But things went out slightly wrong and we had a little argument during the midnight.
I felt so sad that I'm the one who always make him mad and moody. I can't figure it out what had happen between us during that night.
Today early in the morning as I wake I text him an gave him a morning greetings. Usually he would call me but he did not. I suddenly thought of what had happen yesterday night so I apologize to him. With 8 long messages of apologize he never replied me. I called him up but he also did not answer my calls. I saw him online at Skype so I tried to call but it seems that he's not answering any of my voice calls or even messages.
Lastly, I called his home and guess what? His grandma pick up the phone.
The conversation is in Chinese.
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Grandma: Hello?
Me: uh, hello. Is 'Jia Wei' at home?
Grandma: Jia Wei?? Ah, yes, his at home. Wait for awhile ya.
Me: Owh, okay. (politely)
*background sound: bby's grandma is calling him for quite a long time but it seems that he did not response to her*
Grandma: Hello? Jia Wei is not home. He had went out.
Me: *surprise* He went out? owh, never mind then. Thank You.
Grandma: Who are you?
Me:*thinking of what should I tell her* uhh... umm.. I'm Agnes.
Grandma: Huh? What's your name again?
Me: A-egg-ness.
Grandma: Agnes izit? okay.
Me: okay then. Thank You.
[END]
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After the short conversation I knew he was lieing to his grandma to tell her that he went out so that he would not have to pick up my calls.
I text him again and asked why he wanted to be like this and everything. In every message that I've send to him there is always words of apologize. I really feel hurt and sad to see him like this.
After a short while a message came. It was from his and this is what he wrote:
"Please its not you fault leave me alone ok?! Just let me be quiet. Go and do your things and stop calling and message me before my mood get worst. Don't say that I did not give you any warning for today..."
I was totally speechless.. I've tried to figure it out what thing really bother him? I really cant stand to see him being like this and I don't want to. I did not reply him anything after that message came. I do like what he said, do my own stuff.
An hour later I went to check on my Skype. He leave a message and told me to just let him be quiet and said it's not my fault but his. He told me that he is moody with himself and ask me to let him be quiet. 1 hour later another message leave on at Skype, he said:
"Just let me be quiet"
"Ok?"
and I said "okay dear..."
I felt so useless for can't understand what had bothering him and can't do anything but just waiting him to be back. I really feel sad to see my bby like this. I can't help him at all. What exactly is bothering him?
To bby:
Dear, I really hope I could know what's bothering you. I can't put down my heart to see you like this. If you're feeling moody I hope I can be there to listen to all you thoughts. I hope I could help you. Anything that bothers you please tell me? I'll make it up to you whatever you want. Seeing you like this makes me think that I'm useless for CAN'T caring you and make you happy.
I love you dear.
♥ Reinie ♥
♥ iloveyou<3 ♥ Reiniex3loveCalais ♥
5:51:00 PM
Saturday, March 13, 2010
♥ New
Today is the last day of school as the 1 week school break started!
"New" yes, I set up on a title "New" is because it's a New Time, New Day, New Memories, New Happening.
There is 2 part I wanted to say for today's blog.
1st Part: MY HAPPY MOMENT!
Today I get to go out with Calais(bby). He came to my house around 1.00pm. We went for a swim at MBKS but before that, during the whole noon he were at my house. aww.. we had fun talking and chit chatting, playing and joking around. But then he suddenly feel hungry so we went to the kitchen to cook something. Actually he cooked it... (well i'm not good at cooking okay) His cook was DELICIOUS! I even greedily eat some of his food.. hahahahs but because the food was nice (of course I'll take some from him bah)
Well, he fell asleep for half hour on my couch. MY 1st TIME SAW HIM SLEEPING~ OMG! He's so CUTE! The way his eyes are shut, silently lips, cute face and aww.. so adorable.. I went on to play with his hair and looked at his face. Looking at him really make me happy. I can't really imagine how my life would be if i had not got him. I really can't took off my eyes of him, while i was toying with his hair i lightly kiss on his face. ^^ (shh~ don't tell him)
My mum was busying so she asked me to bring my little brother along with me to went for a swim. My brother played at the small pool as Bby and I went to the big pool. Quiet many people went there today cause usually there's not much people going there during Friday. Even I shortly described in here but today was a LONG STORY for me. =)
It's quite hard for us to have a chance to be like this because sometimes my mum wont aloud me to go out, so yeah.... =(
BBY, I LOVE YOU!
"New" yes, I set up on a title "New" is because it's a New Time, New Day, New Memories, New Happening.
There is 2 part I wanted to say for today's blog.
1st Part: MY HAPPY MOMENT!
Today I get to go out with Calais(bby). He came to my house around 1.00pm. We went for a swim at MBKS but before that, during the whole noon he were at my house. aww.. we had fun talking and chit chatting, playing and joking around. But then he suddenly feel hungry so we went to the kitchen to cook something. Actually he cooked it... (well i'm not good at cooking okay) His cook was DELICIOUS! I even greedily eat some of his food.. hahahahs but because the food was nice (of course I'll take some from him bah)
Well, he fell asleep for half hour on my couch. MY 1st TIME SAW HIM SLEEPING~ OMG! He's so CUTE! The way his eyes are shut, silently lips, cute face and aww.. so adorable.. I went on to play with his hair and looked at his face. Looking at him really make me happy. I can't really imagine how my life would be if i had not got him. I really can't took off my eyes of him, while i was toying with his hair i lightly kiss on his face. ^^ (shh~ don't tell him)
My mum was busying so she asked me to bring my little brother along with me to went for a swim. My brother played at the small pool as Bby and I went to the big pool. Quiet many people went there today cause usually there's not much people going there during Friday. Even I shortly described in here but today was a LONG STORY for me. =)
It's quite hard for us to have a chance to be like this because sometimes my mum wont aloud me to go out, so yeah.... =(
BBY, I LOVE YOU!
Now...
2nd Part: MY BELOVED BROKEN HEARTED FRIEND
This happen in the early morning of school. A friend of mine came and find me with a face full of sadness. It's about her relationship with her guy. She cried in front of me and put on her head on my shoulder. I really fell sad for her. I can't help her do anything but just be there for her. I could see that she really had a hard time.
Love is miracle. It's easy to Love Someone but It's Hard to say GoodBye. People will believe in happy ending, only when they already had it. You never what's going to happen in the future. If you're lucky, your relationship can last long but some don't cause sometimes things get slightly wrong. Everyone wishes to be with their lover forever. The longer the better.
It's amazing how love strike. All those memories you had together, the love that you gave and the love that you received, the way how one another care each other it is all precious. It's hard to let go. The more you love a person, the harder to let go.
So anyways, she is having a hard time. But soon she'll get over it. Today at school she ate McFlurry during recess and she let me tried some. It contain too much oral which made me ate on the powdery oral..
Times Flies So Fast That We Couldn't Notice We're Already So Much Older.
By the way, I've changed my playlist of my blog. This is much more better than the usual ones.. ^^
It's getting late now. I'll should be in bed..
Good Night Blog.
and Good Night Bby, I love you!
Hope Zura will be alright tomorrow. Jia You~! Move Forward..
♥ Reinie ♥
♥ iloveyou<3>
This happen in the early morning of school. A friend of mine came and find me with a face full of sadness. It's about her relationship with her guy. She cried in front of me and put on her head on my shoulder. I really fell sad for her. I can't help her do anything but just be there for her. I could see that she really had a hard time.
Love is miracle. It's easy to Love Someone but It's Hard to say GoodBye. People will believe in happy ending, only when they already had it. You never what's going to happen in the future. If you're lucky, your relationship can last long but some don't cause sometimes things get slightly wrong. Everyone wishes to be with their lover forever. The longer the better.
It's amazing how love strike. All those memories you had together, the love that you gave and the love that you received, the way how one another care each other it is all precious. It's hard to let go. The more you love a person, the harder to let go.
So anyways, she is having a hard time. But soon she'll get over it. Today at school she ate McFlurry during recess and she let me tried some. It contain too much oral which made me ate on the powdery oral..
Times Flies So Fast That We Couldn't Notice We're Already So Much Older.
By the way, I've changed my playlist of my blog. This is much more better than the usual ones.. ^^
It's getting late now. I'll should be in bed..
Good Night Blog.
and Good Night Bby, I love you!
Hope Zura will be alright tomorrow. Jia You~! Move Forward..
♥ Reinie ♥
♥ iloveyou<3>
3:18:00 PM
Friday, March 5, 2010
♥ Something Reminds Me
Exam had just finish and now I'm totally free from studying and memorizing! Yes~!
I've log to Facebook just now and went to check the updates that having on it. I was so bored till I saw one of my friend post a music video. It's a Japanese Song with a British Girl singing on it. The description was about the girl who was in the video, Beckii Cruel. She is a big fan of Japanese music and other stuff which she made some video of herself doing some dance covers. Beckii is only 14 who is turning 15year old this year. Her interest about Japanese really made me fall for her (well I'm a Japanese fan too okay...) Beckii dance cover really did made me attracted. Not only that, her dance and her personality is SooO CUUUTTE!! Her look and her clothes really made me admire. I really L.O.V.E Japanese Style. The hair, make-up, clothes and accessories really are the type that I admire a long time (till today).
I went on to check out more about her. I went to her blogger and fan club site. Even tho I can't read Japanese but I just look around with her pictures. Her pictures really did amaze me! I always wanted to have a Japanese Style. Other than that something that reminds me is the POPTEEN MAGAZINE. Popteen magazine is a Japanese Teen Style Magazine. Inside is filled with lots of styles, make-up and also teaches you how to lose weight and having a good diet in different ways and kinds. This is why I bought Popteen. If you wanna know, I could tell you that I got all of Popteen Magazine collection. I can't stand but always buy them X)
Kumikki/Kumikey (don't know which is suppose to be her name) is my favorite gyaru model. Her makeup, hairstyle, cute and pretty look and smile with the extended dolly lens is such a match. I saw some picture's of her and also went to popteen official site. Since exam is over I'll start to be busying around to find our more about their styles. They look so dolly~ aww...
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Today Bby went out with his friends for a swim.
He'll be having fun in this whole noon and night.
I Miss Him so much... Haiz...
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I've log to Facebook just now and went to check the updates that having on it. I was so bored till I saw one of my friend post a music video. It's a Japanese Song with a British Girl singing on it. The description was about the girl who was in the video, Beckii Cruel. She is a big fan of Japanese music and other stuff which she made some video of herself doing some dance covers. Beckii is only 14 who is turning 15year old this year. Her interest about Japanese really made me fall for her (well I'm a Japanese fan too okay...) Beckii dance cover really did made me attracted. Not only that, her dance and her personality is SooO CUUUTTE!! Her look and her clothes really made me admire. I really L.O.V.E Japanese Style. The hair, make-up, clothes and accessories really are the type that I admire a long time (till today).
I went on to check out more about her. I went to her blogger and fan club site. Even tho I can't read Japanese but I just look around with her pictures. Her pictures really did amaze me! I always wanted to have a Japanese Style. Other than that something that reminds me is the POPTEEN MAGAZINE. Popteen magazine is a Japanese Teen Style Magazine. Inside is filled with lots of styles, make-up and also teaches you how to lose weight and having a good diet in different ways and kinds. This is why I bought Popteen. If you wanna know, I could tell you that I got all of Popteen Magazine collection. I can't stand but always buy them X)
Kumikki/Kumikey (don't know which is suppose to be her name) is my favorite gyaru model. Her makeup, hairstyle, cute and pretty look and smile with the extended dolly lens is such a match. I saw some picture's of her and also went to popteen official site. Since exam is over I'll start to be busying around to find our more about their styles. They look so dolly~ aww...
♥ Popteen Magazines. I got the 2nd book ob the right. =D ♥
♥ Kumikki ♥
♥ She's Pretty and Cute right? X) ♥
♥ Pretty~ ♥
♥ This Is Beckii Crule ♥
Hahaha... Finally some interesting made up here. Oh well, I'll stop till here then..
♥ Reinie ♥
♥ iloveyou<3>
3:04:00 PM
Thursday, March 4, 2010
♥ Almost the end
Oh yes! Tomorrow is the last day of exam. The subject for tomorrow is 'Ekonomi Asas'. I'll do that subject in last minute, kinda lazy and tired to learn earlier. I can't believe that I'm still online even though I feel so bored online-ing for the whole noon till now. Hah! Weird...
Bby is still sleeping, he's taking his nap since 5.15pm. For him, tomorrow will be his turn to take exams which is Chinese and Moral. Gosh, I don't understand WHY do we need to study MORAL with MEMORIZING all the stupid long moral value?! Ugh!
*Suddenly Remember*
OH MY GOSH! Sense tomorrow is my last day of exam then.... NEXT MONDAY IS MY ORAL TEST!!! I forgot to practice it.. nonononono this is not happening.. this last minute is not good... but the problem is why am I still sitting here and updating my BLOG? ==!
Well I think it's time for me to put on my nerdy glasses and study! ahahaha.. Oh well for the sake of TOMORROW~ I'll end till here for today.
♥ Reinie ♥
I felt that my blog is lack of picture so I'll just temporary put this. It's CUTE right? =D
♥ iloveyou<3 ♥ Reiniex3loveCalais ♥
Bby is still sleeping, he's taking his nap since 5.15pm. For him, tomorrow will be his turn to take exams which is Chinese and Moral. Gosh, I don't understand WHY do we need to study MORAL with MEMORIZING all the stupid long moral value?! Ugh!
*Suddenly Remember*
OH MY GOSH! Sense tomorrow is my last day of exam then.... NEXT MONDAY IS MY ORAL TEST!!! I forgot to practice it.. nonononono this is not happening.. this last minute is not good... but the problem is why am I still sitting here and updating my BLOG? ==!
Well I think it's time for me to put on my nerdy glasses and study! ahahaha.. Oh well for the sake of TOMORROW~ I'll end till here for today.
♥ Reinie ♥
I felt that my blog is lack of picture so I'll just temporary put this. It's CUTE right? =D
♥ iloveyou<3 ♥ Reiniex3loveCalais ♥
8:05:00 PM
